Letters to my spouse - 4

 Hi, it's me again.

I don't know how I feel right now, but I think I have moved on from him. I don't hate him at all, it's just I'm not longer feel the spark about him anymore. I don't know maybe it's one of his dua to make me losing feeling for him or maybe Allah is answering my dua to give me better man. I don't have anyone in my heart right now but I hope what I feel now is only for you. I ask Allah to make me fall in love with only you, my future spouse. But again, I have no idea about you at all. I don't want to waste my precious heart for anyone who is not for me anymore, I'm tired. But verily Allah will give the best man. He told me that he prayed that I will have the best husband sooner, I hope Allah listen to his dua too. If you come, I will surely give all my heart for you, I will love you as much as I can, I will cook for you everyday, I will treat you the best I can do, I will give you everything I have, just to make you happy. Insya Allah :)