Dear, My Spouse,
My Spouse that has already written in the Lauhul Mahfudz, I'm writing this letter right when I feel so upset with my love journey, I know people come and go, and I'm trying to make them stay but I could not force them to stay. There is one man that I really love right now, a man that I accept everything about him, but he always think that he is not good enough for me, he always said that he is a very bad person for me, but in my eyes, I only see him as the half of my self, I really love him the way he is but he told me I have to find a better man than him, I don't know who should I find because I'm not able to see anybody else but him anymore. All my love is only for him, unconditionally, I don't know if I can fall for anyone again or not. I always mention him in all my prayers although his name is on the last list but I never skip him even once. He always ask me to stop chasing him even through prayers, I don't know why he suddenly doesnt want me anymore. We were in love back then, March 3, I always remember this day when we both confess to each other, I told him that I love him and he told me that he also love me, I still remember his voice when he said he loves me, I miss his voice.
I'm sorry that I tell you my sad story about the man I love now. I just miss him.
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