hiiiiiii, the last time I wrote about my birthday wish was when I was about 19 years old, now I'm turning 25 this month, and I cant be more happier than ever that I finally make it to this age.
my wish for my self at this age is not much, I still want to get married of course but I kind of change who I will marry with, when I was 18, I dreamed to marry a man from abroad, at that age, I found an egyptian man and our relationship only lasted for about 4,5 years. there are lots of things happen and I have to let him go. now I decided to look for a simple man with a big heart. I don't care where he come from, the matter is he loves me as much as I love him.
another wish is for me to be happy for everything I have, my family, my man, my job, my study, and every little thing happen to me also. I want my self to feel loved and blessed this year. Well, I have goals of course but I kind of like want to achieve them without being stress on it and enjoy the process. I don't want to be in a rush on everything and enjoy the moment because this life is so precious to me and I'm grateful that I'm alive and happy.
to my mom...
thankyou for not giving up on me and always listen to my stories, your advices means a lot to me, your love is unconditional. I want to be a mom like you, who is strong, independent, fun, and loving. I love you mom.
to my dad...
thankyou for loving me, now I understand the way you love me might not the way I want to be loved but I try to understand your love language and I know you always want the best for me in every way. I love you dad.
to my brothers, Ikal and Ojan...
thankyou for always reach out to me and be my best friends in life, I love you both so much unconditionally.
to my man, Aldo...
thankyou for making my day feel so colorful each and every day with your supports, I feel so happy to be with you and I feel so loved by you. may our relationship become halal soon or later, as long as it's with you, I will always be with you. I love you.
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